A Heart Full of Unsaid Words.

 Hey, this is your Dhee. 

So, how is your day going?

If you're thinking about my days, they are a little hard .... sometimes okay, but these days feel more difficult. I don't  always know how to react whether I'm overthinking. I feel like I need someone who can stop my overthinking and understand why I react the way I do.

But at the end of the day, you are alone.

If you've read my past blog you already know what I'm going to talk about. I feel like I need him...but at the same time, I don't. I feel like I'm just an option in everyone's life.

There are so many things I want to tell him, but we are not in a relationship, so how can I have right over him? I wish there was someone in my life who could understand me without words. I want him to be there in my ups and downs... but how do I tell him? 

He's is also going through a hard time. He is fighting his own battles. But I also need a little of his time. How do I say this to that one person-that even without a relationship, I still wish he cared for me, understood me, and knew what I'm going through?

I just wish someone was there....someone who could hold my hand and say, "You are not alone, I'm here with you".

Because during  the day, it feels like someone is there... but at night, I always find myself alone. I wish I had someone I could call whenever i need them, someone who would be there when I feel low... I just wish....

And in the end... it's always just me.❤️