When ‘Don’t Talk to Me’ Isn’t What You Really Mean🤍

Hey, what’s up guys! How are you all?

And if you’re asking about me… I’m okay, but not really.

I’m stuck in someone’s memories thinking about them all the time.

I want to talk to him so badly, But I was the one who made him promise that he wouldn’t text or call me… even though I knew how hard it would be. 

It’s been 7 days since we stopped talking. I know him he never breaks his promises. Once he gives his word, he’ll keep it no matter how much it hurts him.

I needed some time and space. But deep down, I also wanted to see if he would break that promise or not. It was really hard for him but he still agreed.

But now… I’m waiting. I keep thinking what if he comes back and says, I don’t want a promise that keeps me away from you. I’ll break every rule for you… rules are for the world, not for you.

He has so many problems in his life, but he never shares them with anyone.

Inside, he’s carrying so much pain.

And when he smiles… it’s the prettiest smile. His eyes are like a flower slowly blooming in the sunlight🌼

He doesn’t even know how to express his emotions or stand up for himself and I just want him to come back… not quietly, but strongly.

I want him to fight with me, to tell me how much it hurt him not talking to me, instead of keeping everything inside.

Because until he opens up and shares his feelings, he’ll keep hurting, whether it’s because of his family or because of me.

Keeping everything inside will never heal him. He hides his pain just to keep others happy without caring about himself.

He thinks my happiness lies in not talking… but I wait for him every single day, every moment.

I’m waiting to see how long he can hold everything inside…until one day his emotions become stronger than his promise and he comes back to me.

Sharing feelings makes the heart lighter. But he doesn’t know how to share his pain. Since childhood, we’ve heard from everyone that men are strong… that they don’t cry, no matter how much it hurts. But I’ve seen it for the first time in him.

I want his soft side especially when he can’t stay strong. I want him to come to me and tell me how much stress he’s feeling, not pretend to be strong. His eyes tell me everything… but I want to hear it from him how much he’s hurting, how much he’s suffering.

He’s a really good person… and because of me, he’s hurting. He made a promise because I force him to. But what if someday someone else emotionally pressures him into making the same promise to leave me? What if that distance becomes permanent?

That’s why I want him to break all his rules for me and come back.

I’m waiting for him.

Let’s see… will he come before the time ends, or only after the promise period is over?🤍